On 29 April 1959, Sandra Willson, a twenty-year-old trainee psychiatric nurse from Paddington, devastated by the break-up of her relationship with her female lover, left her home and hailed a taxi. Asking the driver to take her to a remote location on the coast near Cronulla, she waited until he had stopped to consult a map and then shot him in the back of the head.
Found not guilty of murder on the grounds of insanity and sentenced to detention at the ‘Governor’s Pleasure’, Willson spent the next eighteen years in prison and psychiatric hospitals, becoming the longest-serving woman prisoner in New South Wales.
Her memoir, largely written in prison and now published for the first time, describes the events leading up to the shooting, the day itself and the years of incarceration that followed. Raw, compelling, Between Me and Myself is a fascinating insight into life on the social margins of post-war Sydney, an indictment of the justice system’s treatment of gay women, and a tragic story of abuse, mental illness, desire and repression.
‘Extraordinary…A truly compelling account of one woman’s pained search for self-understanding and betterment behind bars.’
‘Heartbreaking…A searing indictment of Australian society and its institutions…Between Me and Myself is not an easy read, but it is a necessary one.’
‘Frank writing style…troubling book but it’s incredibly engaging… also a really interesting story of activism.’
‘Powerful and instructive for all of us…Between Me and Myself is a book that reveals the competing powers of loves and hate.’
‘An incredible read.’